Wednesday 21 March 2007

post seventeen - mother's day

I call my mum.
Not too early mind - she likes a lie-in on a Sunday.

'err..... Hello?'
'Hi Mum, it's only me, just thought I would call and say 'Happy Mother's Day', sorry I can't be there. Thought we could have a nice chat instead.'
'err...... No problem darling, but, can I call you tomorrow instead?'
'Ye-ess.... where are you?'
'err.... I'm in Exeter.'

Feeling unwanted, I call my dad.
'err.... Hello?'
'Hi Dad... where are you?'
'I'm in Cornwall. Is everything ok?'
'Yeah, I just thought -'
'OK, well I'm a bit tied up at the moment, I'll call you tomorrow, love you.'

I just thought I would call and tell you that last week I knocked myself unconscious and had to go to hospital and no-one told you. You dirty dirty parents.

They felt mega guilty today though.

Thursday 8 March 2007

post sixteen - new life update

It's been hard to adjust to my new life.

Despite being very ill over the past couple of weeks, with flu and tonsillitis and everything else thrown in, I have had a bit of a rough time.

When I first moved into my new house I had mixed emotions. It probably didn't help that my Dad came to help me move, and I hadn't seen him for ages. After he left I fell ill and got rather depressed about everything going on.

Obviously while I was sick and trying to get life moving again I was still getting a bucketload of abuse from the Ex. Today for example, I had 8 missed calls from him within the space of 15 minutes, his reason for calling being that he wants to meet up for a coffee and a 'chat'. This isn't unusual for him, although I do know that he has gone back to the Bitch he left me for. Why she is happy for him to do this is beyond me.

I have started to catch up on all the work I missed, although it has been a struggle. I'm watching all of my classmates struggling, and they haven't had the emotional stress that I have, so I either hide it very well or I'm missing something...

I'm also starting to go out again, and do the things I love, maybe it's time for a picture...



I love living in Wales.